Dear Dad

Dear Dad,
Dad I Love you
But I just can't take it anymore
I'm not one of the tramps that you sleep with
I'm not one of the women that you had all these kids with
I'm your daughter and I deserve the best!
You treat me like a whore, you use me and then leave me high and dry
You say you love me but do you really mean it
You put everything before me and then try to act like your the perfect father
Well news flash your not!
You were never there for me when i needed you
When i got my first boyfriend
When i got my heartbroken
When I let guys use and abuse me because I didn't think I was good enough
Guess what dad you weren't there
When i gained friend and lost them
When I changed my life around and gave it to Jesus
Guess what dad you weren't there
When I started college
When I changed my major
When I cried over test scores and crushes that hurt
Guess what dad you weren't there
When I just needed a shoulder to cry on
When I needed understanding
when I needed male love and attention
Guess what you weren't there
I was looking for you in all the wrong places and guess what I didn't find you in those guys and I don't even know who you are when I'm standing in front of you
Dad you hurt me sooo bad
I look at you and most of the time all I see is the anger, the hurt, the pain and the lies
How can you not see how this has affected me
You don't really care about me unless its something that benefits you
So go ahead with your new family and forget about me
I can't take it anymore and I refuse too
Dad this is me forgiving you and moving on
This is me accepting you for who you are and not expecting anything more
This is your baby girl growing up
I'm letting go of all of the hurt, anger, and pain
it's truly only hurting me
This is me forgiving you
This is me saying GoodBye!