I finally did it

I finally did it
You might ask what it is
I have finally cut off all the old relationships from the past
These were guys that I had relationships with or "things" or whatever you wanna call it
It was hard for me at first because keeping their numbers and friendships on Facebook was a weird way of still holding onto them
Even if I didn't talk to them I still could see what was going on in their life
Now I did it their numbers are erased and friendships on facebook terminated
I can't believe I had the strength to do it
It took me years to be able to finally let go of some of these people
But even though it hurt, it was like chains that have held me captive are finally being released
What I had with these "boys" is in the past
Their is no more to our story and the book ends now
No longer will I be a pawn to their silly games
No longer will I open myself up just to be hurt by these people
I am made new with the leaving of the past in the past
I can rejoice and say hallelujah! I am FREE!!
God thank you for this great change that has come upon me
It has been a long time coming and I've been afraid of it but now that it's done, I realize that this decision was never to hurt me but to teach me something and to make me stronger
My past is OVER in you!
I'm becoming the woman that you have called me to be, It's almost 9 years but I think I may have finally gotten it
God you don't do things to hurt us but you teach us, train us and equip us so that when our time comes we will be ready
Thank you for never giving up on your stubborn,knuckle headed, indecisive, fearful Daughter
If you would have I wouldn't be where I am today
I finally did it!