No longer

No longer looking but only waiting
No longer pursuing but waiting to be pursued
No longer fearing because it's a waste of time
No longer holding back from the life because the only person that is being hurt is me
No longer putting myself in situations and then regretting the decision
No longer eating because I am sad or depressed
No longer letting people walk in and out of my life while i sit blindly
No longer holding onto the past
No longer letting them in my life when I already know how the story ends
No longer being afraid to stand up for myself
No longer taking second best when I deserve THE best
No longer trying to please everybody and forgetting about myself
No longer trying to run away from my problems and ultimately running away from myself
No longer run away from my calling but run towards it
No longer being afraid of failure when failure is what made me who I am today
No longer will I lie asleep at night and let my mind fool me into believeing things that aren't true
No longer am I going to let the devil win while I lie down and take it
No longer will I sit in the backseat of my own life but I will be in the passenger seat being driven by Jesus!
No longer will I question my relationship with Jesus or all that he said that he would do
No longer will I stand in the back of the fight when I am called to be at the front and be leader
No longer intimidated, crushed, abused, misused, mistreated, talked about, forgotten
                                NO LONGER!!!!!!!