When will it be my turn I wonder?
I've been waiting for a while now and it seems that my turn will never come
So many people around me are getting their turn and their chance, where is mine?
It seems like a far off dream that is just that a dream
It will never happen to me and I will just have to accept the cruel reality
I will become a professional and have all these great things except for the one thing that I really desire
It is to be loved, to be in love, to have true love and for it to last for all time
It doesn't seem like it's a lot to want but yet it always comes up
I think about it even when I don't want too and it seems to come up in conversation very often
I don't want it to dominate my life because I have a lot of dreams, ambitions and goals that I want to reach
So I'm not one of those girls that love and marriage is all I want to do in life
I don't need a relationship but to have one would be nice
I just wonder when will I be good enough to be in a relationship?
I know that I may be damaged goods but does that make me not good enough to have someone love me and keep me around
Good enough that they could see a future with me and not throw me to the side like yesterday's news
I want to be important to that one person and when they see me that it's like there is no one else for them
Will I ever have my turn or will I forever be known as damaged goods and too fragile to touch?
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