3 more weeks of classes
3 more weeks of papers
3 more weeks of the torture that has been this semester
3 more weeks before I will close the chapter to this semester
3 more weeks to be back in the comfort of my home where I feel safe
3 more weeks and maybe I will get over this stupid crush
I know that nothing will ever happen between us but yet somewhere in the back of my head I still have this hope
I'm tired of having hope just to have it shattered into pieces
Why do I still like people when I know that with most of them I have no chance
Why am I not good enough?
I'm too loud, too outgoing, too in your face, too bold and that turns people off from me
It's not like I want people to shy away from me because I actually am a nice person outside of being loud
But my personality scares people away and they don't take time to get to know me
Why won't this crush go awayyyyyyy...
I see you and I smile because I'm crushin on you but I instantly get sad too because I know that I will never be anything to you...
3 more weeks till I can escape it all :(
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