Left out

Ever be with your friends and feel like your absolutely alone??
Yeah we all hang together but it feels like something is different
They both like one of the people we hang with and I'm just kinda left there
It's not that they make me feel that way it's just a feeling that comes up sometimes
I feel like the odd man out and Its the 4 of them and me to tag along
Why do I feel like this all of a sudden?
I use to feel so included and now I just feel like a nuisance
I feel like the little sibling that tags along but they don't really want them there
I'm just their for comic relief and because I ask them if I can come
I don't like anybody right now and I really don't know if that's weird or not?
I've gotten over all my crushes because I realized that they were going nowhere
Why waste my time and energy on someone that doesn't even realize that I exist?
I feel so forgot about and I don't know why?
I know that people live me but sometimes I feel as if I'm not good enough for them
What I need and want is put on the backburner because it's not as important as other people's problems
I don't just want to be the tag along or the "really good friend"
I know that I have potential to be so much more but when will it come out?
Who knows maybe I will just be the tag along for now
Maybe one day someone will notice who I am not just Mama Miere
But Jamiere Leslie that woman that is just like any other person out here
Not to be feared but to be loved and taken care of and just want genuine friendships
And how about a guy that sees who I really am and not just want sex from me?
I'm not an object to be played with or a heart just to break
I am a woman of God that has her ups and downs
Maybe one day someone will make me feel included and not just as the tag along friend...