This is me giving up

First you seem like you wanted to be nice to me this year
Of course I fell for it and got right into your trap
I really like you and all you do is play with my emotions
It's not fun or fair to have your emotions played with
You see me and look me right in my face and just ignore me
But you talk to the girl next to you
You know that it's me and I sit in the same seat for every chapel
I guess that's cool
Just so tired of people using me
Why am I never good enough for someone to love forever
Why am I only good enough to just be played me and left hanging?
Sometimes it's hard to keep hope alive when you keep just getting used and abused.
This is why I'm just gonna give up on liking people because I ALWAYS choose the wrong people
I let them use and abuse me while I sit back and take it because I think that I'm not good enough
I just have to take what I can get rather than be alone for a long time
It's been 3 years..... and I still keep choosing wrong
This is my breaking point
I can't take anymore and I throw in the towel
I just focus on me, school and God
Because my heart can't take it anymore...