Relationships

Relationships are something that seems to be the topic on everybody's minds now
I look on facebook and like a bunch of people that I know are getting in relationships
I mean I'm happy that they found somebody that they acre for and that shares the feeling with them
I wonder where mine is at?
What am I doing wrong that it's not my time yet?
Everyone tells me I'm going to get a great guy and that I just need to wait
I am waiting but of course sometimes my fear gets the best of me what if I never get married?
What if I don't get to have a family?
I want to get married and have a family not be by myself forever
I just have to wait for my turn but it seems like my turn is taking a while
Am I doing something wrong that is making my process longer than others???
Ugh relationships......
Why can't I be like some of the people I know and never think about them
Just go along in life and not like guys and get distracted by them and have your heart skip a beat when you see them
I like it but I hate it at the same time
I want to get over this phase or whatever is going on in my brain so that I can stop being distracted by men
I just need to focus on school and my future and maybe that will make it better or maybe not.....