I'm getting sick again all the time like I was last semester
I am taking new medicine and I feel like an old person having to pop pills
My mind is my worse enemy
Even when I try and try and loose weight I'm still fat
All I wanna do is eat chocolate but thanks to my medicine I can't
All my friends have men and me here still all alone
The guys I all liked last semester either rejected me or have gf's or just ignored me all together
The one guy I kind of am attracted to this semester probably will NEVER be attracted to me
Everything seems to be changing around me and not for the better
My brother is incarcerated and I don't know when he's getting out
My mom is struggling to pay bills and to help me pay for school because she's awesome
My computer is falling apart and I have no way to pay for a new one
I need a car but I can't afford one
I was replaced in my circle of high school friends and am afraid that my college ones will do the same
What if they decide I'm no longer interesting and just leave me off to the side
My future seems so uncertain at times and I wonder if I have a future at all
God please make sense of all this confusion in my brain because I can't take it anymore!
First off, you're stuck with me. Sorry! :P
ReplyDeleteSecondly, you're beautiful.
Third, guys are stupid.
Forth, I'm pretty sure Kate, Kate and I won't leave/abandon you like your high school friends may have. If anything you're stuck with us for the year...
Fifth, don't let things get you down. You're a bright girl and God shines through you all the time. Even if you don't see it.
Sixth, I can go on and on if you'd like but I don't wanna spam up your blog.
I love you no matter what. Never forget it! <3