Love Lost

I had love once and it was the greatest thing I ever felt
I loved a guy with all of my heart and I thought that it would last forever
We made promises of the future and planned our lives together
We smiled, we laughed, we fought, I cried but I just knew that he was the one
I was 16, if only I knew
He was the boy I gave my heart too and opened up my life too
He met my family and saw sides of me that people had never seen before
I trusted him with everything that was me
He ensured that he would keep my heart close and never let me go
Through the late night talks, random dates and smiles and frowns I fell hard for a boy that wasn't ready for the love I had
My world seemed so perfect
There was nothing that could bring us down and I was on cloud 9 for what seemed an eternity
Then the smiles were replaced with frowns, the laughs with tears, the conversations to arguments and the random dates to times of silence
No I wouldn't let it happen this way, we had to be perfect and last forever that was the promise we made
Then that faithful day where my world came shattering down and it was over
What was I supposed to do without him in my world
He was supposed to be my forever...
I was lost and sad and so heartbroken
How could someone who seemed to make my heart whole and make me so happy
At the same time shatter my world and drop my heart like all that time spent together was a waste
He found a new love and she just happened to be one of my best friends
GO FIGURE!
The same girl counseling me was the same one taking my man behind my back
That was almost 3 years ago
I have been single ever since then
I haven't had anyone come into my life and make me feel the way he did
I don't want my heart to be broken but I also don't want to stay alone forever
I want to stay in my shell, but I also want to branch out
I want love that was even better than that but I just have to wait for it
This love I want to last forever and not just be a fling or a waste of my time
Love was lost and hasn't been discovered yet
No love found, Just love lost...