Thinking of you

I met you two years ago to a bible study that I just happen to have gone too

Then I see you again at my grandmother's church for 2 Sundays in a row

I ended up at my grandmother's church because my church didn't have service for Christmas or New Year's Day

That has never happened to me and I have been going to the same church since I was 6 years old

Then I come to youth group with my friend and your teaching the bible study

You are such an awesome man of God

When you speak your heart for God truly comes out whether it's in seriousness or with jokes

I really liked that

I mean besides the fact that you are EXTREMELY attractive, tall, built, nice, sweet, funny, caring, outgoing and nice

The way that you love God is the most attractive thing of all

You talked to me and you were very nice and I'm glad that you took a genuine interest

But of course you were just being friendly

Ever since than I catch myself thinking of you throughout the day

Just little thoughts that will pop up and make me smile throughout my day

But I am no way in your league

First of all you are 24 and I'm 19

You've graduated college and I'm just on my second year of college

You have an established job, I clean at my school

You travel and do football, I do nothing exciting like that

You probably want a girl that is in your own age range and I am no where near that

I am mature for my age because God has given me a great spirit of wisdom but you don't know that since you only really met me twice

I think about this chance encounter but I know that it probably means nothing but a girl can wish can't she

I guess if it's meant to be than God will make a way and if not you will just be another guy that I had a crush on but becomes a part of my past

I can only wish and hope that you think of me and when you do that they are pleasant thoughts that bring a smile to my face as they do mine.

Other than that it's just a wish......