Thursday, February 9, 2012

How life changed

My relationship with God is one of the greatest things that has ever happened to me
The day that I accepted him into my life was the day that my life changed forever
He picked me up, dusted me off and showed me that there was so much more to life than
Partying, Boys, fake friends and trying to distract myself from the life that I has surrounded myself with
He showed me that he had a plan for me that was ever greater than me
He showed me a love that I couldn't even contain
I am his daughter, his princess, that apple of his eye and he desired to heal me, set me free and go on this journey called life with me
That is a day I will never forget and that was the day that I started being the woman that I was called to be and not the woman that people expected me to be
I wouldn't trade that day for anything in the world
I love God withe everything that is in me,
With all of my heart, mind and soul, I am his and he is mine
No greater love have I ever received than the love of my father God
Even when I fall, when I stumble, when I run away from him
He still holds me close and lets me know that he is always here and no matter what the situation is that he is there through everything
He is not like people fickle and changing but he is the same yesterday, today and forever more
How can you not love someone that loved you first and desired you before you knew who he was
He hung on the cross until death because he looked across time and saw that I would need saving and a savior
I thank him for his great love
What greater love than a man who would lay down his life for a friend
I am in love with the greatest man that ever walked this earth
I know that no matter how hard life gets and even if thing don't make sense that I love him and I trust him
My faith, hope, love and strength in him will get me through those tough times.
Jesus is THE BEST thing that ever happened to me!

Friday, February 3, 2012

Thinking of you

I met you two years ago to a bible study that I just happen to have gone too
Then I see you again at my grandmother's church for 2 Sundays in a row
I ended up at my grandmother's church because my church didn't have service for Christmas or New Year's Day
That has never happened to me and I have been going to the same church since I was 6 years old
Then I come to youth group with my friend and your teaching the bible study
You are such an awesome man of God
When you speak your heart for God truly comes out whether it's in seriousness or with jokes
I really liked that
I mean besides the fact that you are EXTREMELY attractive, tall, built, nice, sweet, funny, caring, outgoing and nice
The way that you love God is the most attractive thing of all
You talked to me and you were very nice and I'm glad that you took a genuine interest
But of course you were just being friendly
Ever since than I catch myself thinking of you throughout the day
Just little thoughts that will pop up and make me smile throughout my day
But I am no way in your league
First of all you are 24 and I'm 19
You've graduated college and I'm just on my second year of college
You have an established job, I clean at my school
You travel and do football, I do nothing exciting like that
You probably want a girl that is in your own age range and I am no where near that
I am mature for my age because God has given me a great spirit of wisdom but you don't know that since you only really met me twice
I think about this chance encounter but I know that it probably means nothing but a girl can wish can't she
I guess if it's meant to be than God will make a way and if not you will just be another guy that I had a crush on but becomes a part of my past
I can only wish and hope that you think of me and when you do that they are pleasant thoughts that bring a smile to my face as they do mine.
Other than that it's just a wish......