What do you see

What do you see when you see me?
Do you just a black woman with a out-going personality?
Do you see the love that I have for people?
Do you see my heart as it breaks for the lost and broken-hearted?
Do you see the woman that God has destined me to be?
Do you see the love that I have for God?
Do you see how much I just want to be loved?
Do you see the heart open and willing to love again?
Do you see the woman chasing after God with her whole heart?
Do you see the woman captivated and captured by her beloved Jesus?
Do you see the sometimes low self-esteem?
Do you see the pain that has made her the person she is?
Do you see the woman trying to make her life be more like Jesus?
Do you see the woman that may seem like she has it all but has her struggles too?
Above all Do you see the woman that is trying to run to Destiny and Purpose in God?
Now tell me What do you see?

Love Quotes

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet...
-- Plato


Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage.
-- Lao Tzu 


Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
-- Author Unknown 


I have learned not to worry about love;
But to honor its coming with all my heart.
-- Alice Walker


If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin Into his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
-- Emily Dickinson


Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and a richness to life that nothing else can bring.
-- Oscar Wilde


Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.
-- William Shakespeare


Love in its essence is spiritual fire.
-- Emanuel Swedenborg


Love is like the sun coming out of the clouds and warming your soul.
-- Author Unknown


The first duty of love is to listen.
-- Paul Tillich


The most beautiful things in the world are not seen nor touched. They are felt with the heart.
-- Helen Keller


 We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
-- Sam Keen

Life

Sometimes things seems so uncertain
Fork in the road, go left or go right
Choose light or choose
Do right thing or feel good
God I just want to do your will
So show me at this fork on the road
What do you want me to do
Desperation is the road I'm at
So in my desperation show me God
Your will in my life or I fear
Desperation will take over me

Tonight...

Tonight a dream was crushed
Tonight what I thought could be,will never be
Tonight I saw my heart fall right out of my chest
Tonight I saw the boy I adore become the man I will never have
Tonight it was finally time to step into reality
Tonight it become so real and so clear to me
Tonight you hurt my heart and there's go being back
Tonight my idea of you and me faded into a distant memory
Tonight I realized that I will be just another girl you met in college
Tonight I will cry the tears for all the words my heart refuse to speak
Tonight all I will ever be is your friend
Tonight is where the fairytale ends
Tonight I will tell myself that it's ok
Tonight I will try not to lay awake and think of you
Tonight I will have to let you go....

Free to be me

I'm not perfect can't you see
All I'm trying to do is be me
I'm different from everybody else
I'm outgoing,loud,usually known by people
But if you look on the inside there's more that you will find
You will find a girl inside of a woman's body
A little girl that has felt pain,anger,hurt,abuse,rejection,low self-esteem,envy,malice, and jealousy
But you will also find a strong woman
Who's independent, handles her business and takes control when necessary and does what's necessary
Then you will find a young woman who is loving,caring,beautiful,confident,funny,outgoing,charismatic young woman who wants to be loved
So you see I'm not perfect, I'm just me and If you give me time you will meet all these parts and also find my heart. If you do find my heart please hold it tight and try not to break it.
Remember I'm not perfect, I'm me

Someday..

Someday someone will call me beautiful and mean it
Someday someone will see me just for who I am
Someday someone will break through this tough shell
Someday someone will look me in the eyes as if I'm the only girl in the world
Someday someone will feel like I was made just for them
Someday someone will see me all natural and still think I'm absolutely beautiful
Someday someone will want me to be the only girl in their world
Someday someone will see the woman that God has called me to be
Someday someone will make me believe in true love again
Someday someone will make me fall deep in love with them
Someday someone will love me back as much as I Love them
Someday someone will be deserving of my love and affection
Someday someone will make me write poems about them
Someday someone will make me theirs forever...

Truth is

Ever had your feelings so hurt that you just want to crawl in a hole and just stay there. I just couldn't hold it in anymore but yet somehow I regret it but I'm happy to have let it all out. At first I was apprehensive but it was time to just let myself be vulnerable. It took every fiber of my being to open myself up again and my feelings got crushed again. All I ever am is the good friend! I'm the girl that every guy likes to hang with but not make their girlfriend it hurts but I guess I get over it someday. I just want someone that will love me just the way that I am and not just want me as a friend but want me to be the only girl in your world and when you look at me that I'm important to you. I'm tired of just the friend card, I want to be loved
  Until this day comes I wait...

I wish

I wish i had the courage to tell you
I wish I had the courage to open up my heart
I wish I had the courage to be vulnerable again
I wish that I had the courage to let you in my heart
I wish I had the courage to just just let go
I wish I had the courage to look at you and just let it all out
I wish I had the courage to be your girlfriend
I wish I had the courage...